I think I have met you already. I think we are good friends actually. You are the only one I can actually talk to and feel safe with. But don’t let the distance be anything. Because if this is supposed to be, distance won’t matter. I am falling in love with you more and more every day. You have my heart.
I’m okay with you having baggage and past pain and heartaches. I’m okay with it because I want my love for you to heal all that. I want to hold you close and allow the sound of my heart beating in your ears let you know you’re finally safe.
A list of things I look forward to once you and I are married:
Sex, love, sex, trips, sex, breakfast in bed, sex, cuddling, sex, sitting by a fireplace and reading together, sex, holidays together, sex, our home, sex, making other couples jealous of our awesomeness, sex, movies together, sex, supporting you no matter what, sex, loving your parents as much as my own, sex, getting to know your siblings, sex etc etc.
Yesterday, I left the person that I thought was you; yesterday I was so convinced it was you; yesterday I was so sure it was you. Today, I realize that I need you more than ever before; today I realize that I can’t live without you; today I realize that I’ve missed you more than ever before. Right now I’m waiting for you; right now I’m praying for you; right now I’m watching for you; right now I’m crying for me… For I thought she was you.