This weekend I am moving two hours away from everyone I love. It’s for an awesome job…but it’s also in hopes that you will be there, since you obviously are nowhere to be found around here. I am NOT pathetic! I’m just tired of waiting.
Baby, I really hope you can cook. I decided to make Thanksgiving dinner for the first time this year. I just realized I bought a 20lb turkey instead of a 12lb. I’ve got that sucker in the jacuzzi tub, hoping in vain that it will help it thaw faster! Don’t hold my lack of cooking skills against me! At least I tried. Wish you were here. sigh
I’ve lived the past two months of my life without you after having had you by my side for four years. It was scary, confusing, and painful…but totally necessary. I love you so much more now. God has a lot in store for us, baby. You’re my best friend. We’re better together. You and me, we’re a team.
I had a huge lapse in judgment last night and my boyfriend ended things with me over it. If he’s you, please offer your forgiveness because there aren’t words to describe how sorry I am. If he’s not you, then just please hurry. My heart is breaking and I need your strength, warm embrace and undying love now more than ever.