You’re sitting right next to me asleep and it’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen. I know we’re just seniors in high school about to graduate but besides my faith in God, I’ve never been so sure about something as I am about you. You’re my best friend and I plan on spending the rest of my life with you. I love you.
I wait patiently for you day and night. I think about you every day. When that big day comes when you walk into my life, You can count on me to love you with all my heart. I will be there to lift you up when you are down, to be your shoulder to cry on, and to be your hand to hold. With God a big part of our lives, I know He will surely bless us and increase our love for each other and for Him. I look forward to the many days we will spend together, we will take walks at the park and watch the ducks go by during the day. Then we will gaze at the stars during the night. Then we’ll wake up every sunday morning and praise God for His wonderful blessings, including the blessing of us meeting each other. Please don’t keep me waiting for much longer. I love you forever more…
In 5,10 years from now, we will look back and think it was all so silly. I forgive you. I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I want to wake up beside you everyday. I want to be your next and last lover. I want to raise 2 beautiful children with you. So lay down your arms, and surrender to me.
Waiting for you isn’t easy, as expected. But I can’t wait for the day when I’ll finally know what it feels like to be held in your arms. To wake up next to you. To feel your lips against mine. To hear you’re laugh. To see the smile that immediately gives me butterflies. I want you to know you never have to be perfect for me. Just be you. You’re worth every second of my time, and most definitely, the rest of my life.
You know how most girls don’t like their bodies and are very critical of themselves? Well, I’m not one of them. I spend almost all summer in dresses, swimsuit coverups, and bikinis. Not saying that I’m the hottest thing alive, but just that I really like who I am. Just be ready. I’m not afraid of anything.
I’ve found you and you’ve raptured me completely. And, as you read this, you know I’m speaking directly to you and want nothing more than to be with you right this moment. Come away with me, my one darling.
In the words of a great song, “I don’t know you, but I want you all the more for that.” Even though I don’t yet know you, I love you so incredibly much. I promise you my first kiss; the first everything that husband and wife do together. I promise to love you all the days of my life. I promise to try to be pleasing in both your sight and God’s. I promise to put you above myself. I promise to wait for you and to not go ahead of God’s plan. I love you and cannot wait until we meet!
PS. Please catch me when I fall. I’m extremely clumsy :)
Confession: I slept with a guy who wasn’t you. :/ We weren’t intimate or anything, but I developed a deep love of cuddling and now I feel oh so alone everytime I go to sleep. It was definitely the hardest part of breaking up with him. I’m ready for you to arrive and cuddle me. And make the loneliness go away.
The odds before me are of a timely legend; tall, heaping obstacles of darkened forests and empty, heartbroken streams. If I were to share a coward’s courage, the road would be bare of my thriving steps aching toward what I see as mine. Long before these tiresome days of present, I have scaled treacherous mountains and trudged through the thickets of confusion only to burst into the sweet sunlight, refreshed and made anew. Once and before, I’ve fought through my hell to make it what it should be, broken and beaten before me. What chooses to challenge me now are the matters of a wounded but thriving heart unwilling to accept the tossed away decisions that refuse to be seen in my wanting light. Therefore, these simple disappointments in beautiful romance will not cause my knees to buckle nor my will to waiver. I dream of a day where I can unabashedly hold your hand, smile into your lighted eyes and call you mine. And should that day come forth, my lonely writer’s heart will be given the acceptance it craves. Within this blessed hope, I’ll continue to chase you strange and lovely through chlorine dreams, hoping through clenched teeth for your soft hand’s return.