I lay here crying because I already regret the night where I will have to sit there and tell you about the boys I’ve been with. I’ve been working on becoming a woman of God, and He teaches me something new everyday. I pray that you will be like my father. Always understanding, on fire for Christ and turn to God through the hard times we are bound to go through. I pray every day that Christ will be the center of our relationship. If so, we can conquer anything. Divorce will never even be an option. Help me want to be a better person. Let your love for me and our children mirror Christ’s love for His church. I’ve been waiting for you for such a long time. You are the only one I want and I can’t wait to meet you, if I haven’t already.